Have you ever notticed that when you try to trust people, a lot of times they just freak out on you? It pretty much sucks. People tell me I need to trust more people, but when I do I just get and "Omg why do you do that" or "dude that's stupid" or something along those lines. Or they go and tell the whole damn world what I'm trusting them to keep quiet. Do any of you know how much that sucks? I'm sick and tired of being hurt like that. And people wonder why I don't trust people. Every single freaking time I've just been hurt. Wether it's trusting someone with a problem, or letting them into my life as a lover, all that ever happens is exactly the same. I end up hurt worse in the end than what I thought would happen. I just get so hurt and have closed up. then people get pissed that I'm all upset but hell man. I'm sick and tired of being hurt all of the time. I'm sick of it. Why can't anyone just be there and not hurt me....
love from your hurt friend
life's life I should just get over it, but I always know, once I get there, it just starts back over again.
I'm out you guys. If you want to talk to me about this stupid post, note me or something. I'll answer as long as you don't start hatin on me.
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