Awe sweetie i am sorry to hear that. i kind of know what that feels like. that space that cannot be filled with anything or any one else. Its a loneliness and emptiness that is felt on a level so different from any other relationship there is (such as friendship or something along those lines). i mean i still have the one i care about to a certain extent. he is on the other side of the country and we wont see eachother except for once a year until things get sorted out. but i understand that loneliness and regret because since he has been gone i have thought a lot about everything we have been through and every little thing that caused a random uneeded arguements. i hope i dont loose him over those little things. btw i liked how you put those feelings into words so simple but powerful and anyone can relate to it on some level. i hope you get out of the lonely feeling and feel better so. if you need someone to talk to i am here. take care and try to take it easy

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"Sometimes we only see clearly if we look through a lens of pain" -Kambei Shimada